Yesterday we were able to complete the psychological evaluation portion of our dossier. It was very expensive. But somehow we had the money to do it. It was a miracle. We had not raised enough to cover it. We are very thankful to those who gave and helped to cover the cost. It was stressful thinking about it when we made the appointment because for me, the cost was looming over my head like a black cloud. I felt its thunder and lighting shouting out me, "This is crazy, you cannot do this! This adoption is over your head. It is too expensive. It will cost you time, money, and when you finally get your child. It will cost you emotionally. It will wreck you, your family." And you know what, it might wreck me. I don't know. That is the thing about jumping off a cliff. It could be exciting and wonderful or you may just crash into a rock and die. But the thing is I know I am supposed to jump of this cliff. I know that God has led us to this point and has by His riches, provided so far. I just keep praying that if we are to continue that He will provide. Because it is true. This is too big for me, our family. We cannot do it. BUT GOD....