This adoption journey has not been at all like we planned.  Everything that we said we could not handle, would not work for our family, has happened.  And it has been hard. When I am deep in the hard moment I want to question God. But the truth is I know that God put all this together because it is so contrary to everything I had planned. I take strength from this truth. God brought our adopted daughter into our home.  We, in our frail human nature, want to doubt and run but He is calling us to faith and trust.  And right now we are clinging to this. We don't know how all of this is going to play out. What will happen to our daughters in the future? Will they grow bitter and resentful? Or will God restore what has been broken. Will we see God's redemption. What about now? Our agency called us this morning to remind us of our balance. Where will this money come from? Please keep our family in your prayers. We need it. Thank you for your love and support.